my little PUMPKIN...:)

anup.....means incomparable,unequalled,natural leader and a human figure that others can look to and aspire to

and u KNOW, Majority of Anup's are blessed with good looks, and are considered Legends..........

and AS your name is suggesting u truely Incomparable, Natural leader and blessed with soo many gud things......but dose are not worth for you...you are some1 who love to behave weird,and unpredictable....but for me you are not upto dat limit...those people r very rare who come to know about your actuall personailty...bcoz it makes easy for them to handle you.....and i know dey are 1-2....but u dont like dat someone ,to judge your emotions...either u dont want to share with them ..or dont want to look weaker.....
life is not simple for you...but it really storing something precious for you....its all upto you in which way you are accepting it....but one thing which is important that there are soo many people who love u ,and care abt you..you are not like other people who just want to spend life smoothly...bt u are given soo many challenges and tasks to perform...soo nvr loose your heart ..you r here with something spl in you..

p.s abt love...u don't beleive much...it is  a 4 letter word for u...bt one day surely will come wen u love someone beyond your limits..!!!

A friend that is unique A friend that is one of a kind A friend that is perfect A type of friend who is hard to find A friend with an amazing spirit A friend with a striking heart A friend that is trustworthy A friend that is smart A friend that assuages your pain A friend that can dry your tear A friend that can alleviate your fears A friend with an exquisite smile That could never be ignored A friend that is easily adored A friend that is respectful A friend who is loved by all A friend that is relied upon A friend to never let fall A friend you can talk to Her compassion is known by a glistening glow Just by sparking her remarkable light The whole world will know What a great and amazing person she is A friend I shall never forget She is the greatest ever been known Best of all the friends I’ve ever met…

love mani:)

REMEMBRANCE

We all have days where we feel we can't go on anymore, as if we're all alone. In this poem, I guess I was trying to depict the mind of those who come closer to not going on than most. The people who sometimes choose a permanent solution to a temporary problem. A reflection in the mind of those who contemplate the end...suicide.


She remembers it all,
All the people who had said
They cared, but did they really?

She remembers it all,
The sound of laughter and
How happy she'd been, but was she really?

She remembers it all,
His arms around her and
He said "I love you," but did he really?

She remembers it all,
The pain she'd felt when he left,
How her heart ached, but was it really?

She remembers it all,
The feeling of being so alone,
The feeling no one cared, but did they really?

But now they'll remember her,
Staring at the knife in her hand
How easy to slit her wrists, but will she really? 

 

LIFE

  Some people might say life sucks
or life is full of shit
While other people say life is beautiful
or life is full of surprises
I must say, I agree with all those
Life is whatever you think of it..and everything you think of it
Life is what you make it of it and what you say of it.

Life is about sadness
Life is about happiness
Life is about pain
Life is miserable
Life is about loss
Life is about smiling
Life is about crying
Life is about love
Life is about laughter
Life is about learning from your mistakes
Life is horrible
Life is dumb
Life is awesome
Life is depression
Life is tears
Life is sorrow
Life is anxiety
Life is Bullshit
Life stinks
Life sucks
I could go on and on and tell you all about life
But I'm not here to sort this out for you
cuz..
Life is all about you and how you treat it
You criticizes it...well, you're actually criticizing yourself
You like it, you hate it..well, its all up to you
Life is you so be careful how you describe it

life was gud wen i was a kid!!!

Childhood is the best stage of life for any human being .Fun, carefree, innocence,security and protection and lots of love from elders. As you grow up, you miss all those nice things.

life was far better when i was  a kid

Bcoz at that tym i didnt know about the worldly affairs.I was happy enough .Everyone seems to loving and caring.
                                 Today i m realising the true meaning of relationships.No one is truly concerned with u .Even your mum and dad  don't even no that what you actually want .I heard  that teen period is full of stress and strain but for me, my adulthood is like that .The true life begins after 20  .Before that we just live superficially.

                                            Wen i was a kid, my life was like a short skirt which was exposing everything about me ,my needs ,my desires or you can say at that tym i jst want a barbie, or a beautiful dress or  a tight hug frm my mum and dad.But now everything is changing now i just want a person who can understand me, truly care for me and love me as such. 

                        As a child i always wondered that my elder are so lucky dey can do whatever they want but i was wrong :|.It is not like that .As a elder u need to sacrifice more.

                             

                              life is like hide and seek .Today i m   seeking that too, to which i was hidden as a kid.

my childhood was the time when i was innocent when the world seemed to be fair when my universe was around my toys my childhood was the time when 9i lived in dreams when everyone was selfless when everyone appeared to be a friend my childhood was the time when my life was full of colours when sorrows never knocked my door when smile was gift presented to everyone my childhood was the time when love was pure when there were no obligations when tenderness prevailed my childhood was the time which is long gone tears flow from my eyes when i go back in my childhood my childhood will never come back but the child in me will never go

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there.

They serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are and who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be; your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger, who, when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential strength, will power, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and the successes and downfalls you experience create who you are, and even the bad experiences can be learned from.

In fact, they are probably the poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.

Hold your head up because you have every right too.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either.

You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life and then go out and live in it!

Live each day as if it were your last.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

i gotta get out of my system some how

There wasn't anything i didn't love about u..

you'd  do some stupid things and i 'd laugh at those too

and we went together like the summer in june

but who'd have known that it'd rain so soon

thought i'd be the only'd make u smile

thought i'd be the only one that'd really know how

you showed me differnt  and i know better now

i gotta get outta my system some how

i replay it over and over again

you were my guy now we ain't even friends

you could've been my all or nothing ,all or nothing

now to me your nothing,guy your nothing,now your nothing

put you on a pedestal guy i held you so high

was nvr too gud at finding the words to describe

just how i felt for u bt you know that i tried 

but somehow we went and changed inside

you damm near were my everything your still on my mind

but i would rather be here all alone and i m doing jst fine

gotta take it back to the days before we met 

and live our lives as strangers again

i replay it over and over again

you were my guy now we ain't even friends

you could've been my all or nothing ,all or nothing

now to me your nothing,guy your nothing,now your nothing

i replay it over and over again

you were my guy now we ain't even friends

you could've been my all or nothing ,all or nothing

now to me your nothing,guy your nothing,now your nothing

december  days

summer turned to winter

wen you went away

i can't help but wonder

was he worth my pain

you shud know better

and i should 've too

and i cried and you cried and we tried to make it work

almost died while we tried is that what our love was worth 

if i could do it again i would be a better girl

now i'm living with my memories

i replay it over and over again

you were my guy 
now we ain't even friends

you could've been my all or nothing ,all or nothing

now to me your nothing,guy your nothing,now your nothing